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14 January 2020 @ 11:30 am
 ♫ Other Fandoms outside Animangames
★ Main Fandoms
* Standby [still in the fandom if evoked; SUPER LIKE]
- Fandom but not that much

♫ Johnny's Entertainment [main: Kanjani8 | submain: Arashi, NEWS(6nin)]
♫ Tenimyu [1st and 2nd Gen]
♫ J-dramas [Sato Takeru, Miura Haruma, Mizushima Hiro, etc]
♫ Seiyuus [Kamiya Hiroshi, Ono Daisuke, Fukuyama Jun, etc]

★ Death Note
★ Inazuma Eleven
★ Durarara!! [Specifically, ShizuoxIzaya]
★ Prince of Tennis
★ Vocaloid
★ Junjou Romantica
★ Kuroshitsuji [Black Butler]
★ Reborn [Katekyo Hitman Reborn]
★ One Piece
★ Sekaiichi Hatsukoi
★ Utattemita
★ Odottemita
★ Golden Sun
★ Fire Emblem [7 to 13]
★ Summon Night: Swordcraft Story [1 & 2]

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***Might add more.
18 January 2018 @ 09:26 pm

Warning: If you think insecurities and selfishness and depression isn't for you, you better stop reading now lmao

2017... An adventure.

For work, for personal life, 2017 has been normal.

Emotionally? Mentally? Maybe not.

In my thoughts everyday I get jealous of upcoming artists. I get jealous of all these people I thought I'm better with but produce more enticing art.

I get insecure seeing them. I get insecure seeing them improve while I don't see myself improving. I feel like I'm on a stalemate of not bad enough and not good enough. 

I get bitter of comments to other artists. I get bitter because I'm mostly likely jealous. I want those too, I keep telling myself. But I'm not sociable enough. I can't shout and spazz and I guess through this incompetence, I couldn't receive back what I couldn't give.

There are moments I'm happy with what I draw, there are moments when I dislike every stroke I make, every dab of paint I put in the canvas. Even with the proudest art I've produced in a day, I sleep it off and criticize everything about it the next day. Scolding myself with my incompetence and lack of skill.

Everyday I felt (feel?) like I'm on a dark empty void. Give myself temporary happiness of the littlest things I'm proud of, and disappoint myself as I go on.

Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, sometimes I wake up wanting to cry. I look at all these improving artists. Look at all this talent and hardwork.

I wonder if I'm not hardworking enough?

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01 January 2018 @ 11:07 pm

First Fandom of 2017:
In continuation of 2016, it's still "Osomatsu-san"

Favorite Main Character of 2017:
Matsuno Osomatsu
Gilgamesh????? LOL

Favorite Villain of 2017:
Gilgamesh!? XD

Favorite Het Couple of 2017:
Hm... I actually haven't read any shoujo this year but

Favorite Yuri Couple of 2017:
Every year this is the toughest question :))

Favorite Yaoi Couple of 2017:

Fandom That You Never Expected To Get Into:
Hm... ....Fate/Grand Order, I guess? Who knew all these fictional historical people are so interesting =))) AND NICE DESIGNS.

Fandom That Made An Unexpected Comeback:
Fate Series. When you finally finished Fate/Zero and the feels killed you LOL

Fandom That Inspired The Most Crack:
Osomatsu-san too, maybe LOL The whole show is crack.

Last Fandom of 2017:
Still "Osomatsu-san," I guess. Though lately I've been watching animes from Netflix LOL

Fandom of 2015:
No doubt, hands down: Osomatsu-san.

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Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
01 January 2016 @ 03:56 pm

First Fandom of 2015:
In continuation with "Last fandom of 2014" it's Hetalia.

Favorite Main Character of 2015:
APH America!

Favorite Villain of 2015:
Hakuryuu! At least in a sense. Is that spoiler? lmao

Favorite Het Couple of 2015:
MamuraxSuzume from Hirunaka no Ryuusei! AHAHAHAHAHAHA

Favorite Yuri Couple of 2015:
No idea. Still. I don't really Yuri ahaha

Favorite Yaoi Couple of 2015:
RusAme! ahaha RussiaxAmerica. The only none-relatives I 'ship' in Hetalia :))

Fandom That You Never Expected To Get Into:
Eurovision. Who knew a European singing contest can be a fandom? lmao

Fandom That Made An Unexpected Comeback:
Magi! Since I finally got updated after mooonths [or a year?].

Fandom That Inspired The Most Crack:
Hetalia? I don't really dive much into the fandom tho b/c I'm afraid of all the unnecessary dramas.

Last Fandom of 2015:
More or less it's "One Punch Man" :)))) when your friends made you watch 9 episodes of it in one sitting.

Fandom of 2015:
Definitely, Hetalia lmao it even made me make a ask blog called "AskDadandIce"

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08 January 2015 @ 11:24 pm

First Fandom of 2014:
Well, I looked at my tumblr and twitter archives and nothing really happened back in January ahahahaa but there's something I always did though 8D; watch Japanese variety shows LOL

Favorite Main Character of 2014:
Apollo Justice. Because he's fine! XD!

Favorite Villain of 2014:
Franziska von Karma. BOW DOWN TO THE QUEEN BITCHES :))))

Favorite Het Couple of 2014:
MarthxCaeda. Always this perfect THE OTP of Fire Emblem <3 live long you two. AHAHAHAHAHA brought because of FE13. Aww you ghaiz made perfect descendants.

Favorite Yuri Couple of 2014:
No idea. Still. Olivia and Maribelle????

Favorite Yaoi Couple of 2014:
WRIGHTWORTH AHAHAHAHA Lord help me. This fandom took over my life in 2014.

Fandom That You Never Expected To Get Into:
Hetalia. I was just a casual viewer of their fanarts and MMD but then yeh... I now read fanfics and read the heck of their wikia page now /sob

Fandom That Made An Unexpected Comeback:
Golden Sun! Because I just recently played Dark Dawn last October AHAHAHAHA in 3 weeks!

Fandom That Inspired The Most Crack:
Still will ever be Fire Emblem. Esp FE8. SethxLyon anyone?

Last Fandom of 2014:
Hetalia. Got this fever last December and what did I do while lying down in bed? Watch Hetalia MMDs, Hetalia seiyuu events, and read Hetalia fanfics. I've never read or watched the anime tho lmao

Fandom of 2014:
Ace Attorney. Because lol guysss I finished all Ace Attorney games in 2014. Esp the first 4 games. I finished those in a month or two! I remember finishing 1 game in a week lmao also special thanks to kathleeness and your motivational texts that got me speed running the heck out of Ace Attorney AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Summary of Art 2014 by crimsonfire3! :)))I think I&#8217;ve never even done this before even on deviantart looool so yes. Since I&#8217;ve remembered doing it this year, might as well XDBasically, from Dec 2013 until Jan 2014 I was so into cell-shading mixed with painted bgs then Background February happened lmao 2 bgs per week afaik. Nothing happened in March and April (was busy with ojt) except for the fact that I finished all 4 games of Ace Attorney @__@ then Daily sketch revived in May :)))) then Palette Meme June, Fire Emblem July [remember that 1 week where it was all FE? tho lol didn&#8217;t choose FE in Jul], nothing happened in Aug, SEPTEMBER AHAHA I was challenged to draw &#8220;paparazzi&#8221;-like art by my friend for a week [good stuff happened], Oct was my height of Golden Sun: Dark Dawn craze because I finally played it LMAO, Nov was coloring experimental stage, and then Dec! Handsome men and Hetalia :)))))Are there any improvements? XDD;Plus! I am so sorry I rarely color or even if I do, it&#8217;s not painterly or neat ahaha I will do my best in 2015!

Aside from watching a lot of variety shows (from Getsuyoukara Yofukashi to Sekai Banzuke), I also watched a damn lot of reality tv shows ahahaha
Sometime on later half of 2014, I found back my love of TV AHAHAHA and watched a lot of TLC shows. So yes, I've watched Project Runway after several years again. And that resulted on me watching PR from Season 1 online LOLOL I'm now at Season 7 :))

Got into major depression around September & November. Not to the point I was thinking I want to die, but I ate less and had so many thoughts running into my head that I want to bang it into the wall and was scratching my hand. I felt useless those months XD;; That was a terrible memory lol

1. Get a job (that I enjoy).
2. Fix my portfolio.
3. Open a paypal account and do commissions.
4. Buy another 3DS game (whatever that may be).
5. Practice coloring.
6. Improve in watercolor.
7. Get a job alsjkdlakwj
8. Make a game.
9. Draw comics.
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Mood: cheerfulcheerful
04 October 2013 @ 02:39 am

priorities in life.

I'm actually in the middle of doing my portfolio (which is supposed to be INTERACTIVE haha. damn it.)


Usually I just lurk on every websites that I have an account on (but I usually post in Plurk and/or Tumblr and/or Twitter. Yeh, just usually on Plurk.)

Still updated (or I believe I am) in K8 fandom though! Still religiously watching Janiben every week :))

The point is...
You can't go back to more than 140 posts in LJ Friend's List? O_o since when is viewing back so limited?
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Music: Koko ni Shikanai Keshiki by Kanjani8
22 June 2013 @ 03:53 am
What is it today? A Saturday? June 22?

I'm in the middle of doing the content of my thesis, which is actually a script for a web comic. I'm taking a break of 15mins. because I just noticed I've been doing this for an hour straight and my head is kind of flying by now.

workspace ahoy

Idk why but ever since we started this thesis thing last term, school life is getting more boring.

I think one of the reasons why is because they impose this thesis thing on us even if we really don't like it. Instead of something that WE wanted to do and actually do to CHANGE something in the society, it's more like "I'll just do this because I know I can pass this subject with this topic and medium." Which is quite sad as we're actually doing something we are not truly enjoying.

Imagine all the demands every week from all the subjects. Every week we pass something we're not satisfied with because we lack the time or the motivation to do it anymore. Just for the sake of passing every subject.

*Sigh* School life.

It's probably because I'm only a few terms away from Graduating (4th Year student now) and there are more things that you need to do.

Ahahaha social liiiife. I need to at least get out from this sedentary lifestyle. Do biking and such.

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01 June 2013 @ 11:15 pm
Ahhhh it's so beautiful ;___;
Look at this PV which has lots of money being spent on.

AND. They're outside the studio box! They actually went to places aaahhh

[Makes me want to take my Video Production class again ;_;]
[I think I really will try working on a TV Station once I graduate. At least like a year for experience.]

credit: blackuducky @ tumblr

This PV reeks "SAD" alksjdbalwkjd
I mean prediction/rumors says Ohkura's chara is dead on the PV ;___;
It makes so much sense if it is.

The short PV is a cliffhanger though LOLOL ;; I wonder what they'll do.

Ahahha, I wonder if I'll cry if I'll watch the full version when it's out.
I mean, I've shed tears on some j-dramas and MVs[Vocaloid-related] before.

Really, just... What do I do? LOL More feels from Kanjani8.

P.S. I'm curious with the relation of the song's title with the PV. Because accdg to my rough translation, Namida no Kotae is "Tear's Answer" or "Answer of tears" [whichever] and... whose tears will it be? Ohkura's? or the rest of K8? and answer to what? This PV is too "d'aww" alsjdnawljkb
Music: Forward by Murakami Shingo
02 May 2013 @ 07:23 pm
Hello everybody and I'm back from being on a random hiatus.

I did not update for a week (or 2) even though I always remind myself to update it at least once a week.

Lame excuses why I was gone:
> Just finished one of my life's most horrible Finals week.
> Tensed like hell for my grade because I need to be a Dean's Lister again.
> Got to be DL again. Thank, God.
> College's schedule got messed up therefore release of schedule + enrollment form got delayed.
> Had a lot to think about:
>>>> DFA Passport
>>>> School's Year Book photoshoot
>>>> Payments

> Watched a lot of Getsuyou Kara Yofukashi
> Updated myself with Inazuma Eleven GO: Chrono Stone
> Updated myself with Kuroko no Basket
> Updated myself with Haikyu
> Updated myself with Magi
> FML. So many Kanjani8 guestings to watch
> Watched random Detective Conan episodes.

I need to finish that Eito challenge though lol
Should I post it all at once or do it day by day again?
Or may 3 days worth of challenge per post?
I'll figure it out somehow loool

Ever since vacation started by friend and I started a Daily Sketch Challenge on tumblr.
This one, I really need to post everyday or else I'm going to treat my friend to lunch (waste of money LOL |D)
12 April 2013 @ 09:50 pm
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Day 10. Rank them from 1 to 7 (1 being the best) when it comes to hotness.
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Day 10. Rank them from 1 to 7 (1 being the best) when it comes to hotness.

1. Ohkura
2. Ryo
3. Maru
4. Yasu
5. Yoko
6. Subaru
7. Hina

- Hina is too cute to be categorized as "hot" ok. looool. His eyes and his tennen personality omfg. He's cute.
- Actually this is quite hard. All of them are not "hot," but rather more of "cute."

- Here, have a cute Hina:

credit to: lily-bee-world-of-chaos @ tumblr

- I have this friend who I always keep on saying that Hina's not cool or hot. He's cute. Fight for the Eight and Dye D was like gold example. He tried being hot but it failed once I look at his eyes 8D;

Actually had some progress with my JackyMac fanart 8D yay.